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Monday, June 29, 2009
So, What's The Draw?Spiritually, there is such
a draw behind all of this. For some reason, Christians can’t seem to understand the draw behind Eastern religions, mysticism,
etc. Believe me: They have a tremendous pull. The esoteric power draws. The “supernaturalness” of it all pulls.
The promise that things “really are different from what they seem” is hugely alluring. These things pulled me.
I was enamored by the promise of spiritual experiences. The idea of meeting humans who had transcended, spiritually, most
human constraints and who actually exhibited powers lured me. The idea of “enlightened masters” who could transcend
the pettiness and ugliness of the human condition enthralled me. The notion that there were people who were loving, yet detached
from their own pain and suffering fascinated me. I think that’s what happens
to a lot of people (although, I think most stop before they run off to India). And I believe THAT is what is the real draw
of these religions—the experiences—because they give a sense of power (finally!) over ourselves, our minds, our
lives. If you’ve never had a full-on supernatural experience you won’t understand its lure, you won’t understand
how one taste will hook you. It’s the worst kind of crack. It’ll keep you fiending for more. That’s
why people delve more and more deeply. It doesn’t help that people are hungry for the supernatural—we want to
see it, hear it…experience it. Where does this thirst for the supernatural come from? I think it’s embedded
within us: God is Spirit, true supernatural Spirit, and He made us in His image. Something deep and fundamentally elemental
within us longs for God’s Spirit. The Bible says that He has put eternity in our hearts. That statement has so many
layers and interpretations; but one of them, I believe, is that there is an infinitesimally small, yet infinitesimally powerful
“something” of God that is embedded within our hearts. It’s what causes us to long. It causes us to seek
out people to satisfy us. It causes us to do crazy things to satisfy it. And then we’re disappointed because that “something”
will only be satisfied with the One who made it and put it in us—God. When this longing for God’s Spirit isn’t
satisfied by God, we will turn elsewhere to have it fulfilled. It is such a strong yearning—it’s wholly supernatural.
One effect is that we crave the supernatural. I think that’s why people are fascinated by angels and demons, by scary
movies and Harry Potter—all of them point at the supernatural. They all open the door a crack and give us an opportunity
to peek in. We want more. We want to see more. We KNOW there’s more than what we see in our constrained and limited
lives. Unfortunately, I don’t think a lot of today’s Christianity offers us
much in terms of the supernatural, of the powerful, of the esoteric. What the world does see of Christianity, when it turns
to the supernatural, is “hokey” and weird. So people turn to other religions. Honestly, Hinduism and Buddhism
present their versions of the supernatural in such a way that’s believable, do-able and achievable. New Ageism does
too. And they make you feel good about yourself on top of it. Hence, the draw. But
God is a supernatural God who can give real experiences, real peace and real light. All of the experiences that I had in my
search for “enlightenment” were only counterfeits (I’ll share more in a later blog about how they look so
bright and hook us in that by the time they turn dark, we’re in too deeply to get out—truly “fool’s
gold.”) God wants us to experience His presence and power much more fully than most of us are. We just have to give
Him a chance—take Him out of the box we’ve managed to place Him in—and let Him be as big and glorious and
supernatural as He truly is. The world is hungering for true, authentic spirituality and God is willing to give it…are
we willing to give Him a try?
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Friday, June 26, 2009
How Did I Get Into All Of The Eastern Religions?A very common question people ask me is… “How did I get into all the Eastern religions?” I remember when I was first introduced to it all. I was through with Christianity
(had been for years). Even though I had “given my life to Christ” at age 12, my internal life was a steady march
downhill. I had grown fed up with God years ago and believed Him to be distant and uncaring, powerless in His distance. And
then, what I saw of Christians was weak, intolerant and irrelevant to the issues I faced. I had stopped paying any attention
to God or Jesus or Christianity, feeling that they had stopped paying attention to me. I had begun testing the African religion,
Yoruba, and its syncretized offshoots—Voodoo, Santeria, Candomble, Obeah, etc. As I delved deeper into them, however,
I discovered that I didn’t really like them. I didn’t want to worship and emulate gods who were meaner, more vindictive
and more out of control than I was. And I didn’t want to follow gods who exhibited no real power. Their gods seemed
so controlled by the people—they were pleased if you did something right; they were not pleased if you didn’t
do something right; they’d harm you if you did “this,” they’d protect you if you did “that.”
These gods were way too capricious for me! It was around this that time, I started hearing about the different gurus and “enlightened
masters” of Hinduism. I was intrigued by people who were purported to be full of equanimity, love and peace and who
could also read minds, go into trances, be impervious to hot and cold. There was even tale of them levitating. Dare I believe
that there were really people like this?!?
Thus, I began my
quest. It all began so beautifully…such lovely meditations on light. That was one of my first exercises in New Ageism:
close my eyes and focus on the blue ball that was supposed to appear between my eyes. Elementary right? No. The blue ball
wouldn’t even appear! How in the world was I supposed to focus on a blue ball when I couldn’t even see it?! FRUSTRATION!!
I struggled with that for weeks, if I recall correctly. I remember sitting in my apartment in Boston—a mess inside and
out—grasping desperately at anything that would give me a sense of peace and calmness. I direly wanted to believe what
I was being told. And then, one day, I closed my eyes and…the blue ball wavered into view in my “mind’s
eye”. I focused on it and focused on it and…whoosh! Bright, yellow light softly exploded and overtook me. With
the light, I felt a tremendous warmth and peace suffuse me. I clung to the sensation, and then…it was gone. But, I
was hooked! I had never experienced anything like that. I wanted more. Thus, began my inexorable march from New Ageism into
dabbling in Eastern religions to focusing only on Hinduism and getting a guru and finally finding myself standing in the middle
of a south Indian ashram. My first book called Chasing the Avatar
really details my journey of discovery and intrigue into Hinduism.
9:46 am edt
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